supernovadobe: Supernovadobe-Cosplayer from 2003/2012 First and foremost, I wanted to thank any and everyone, and secondly, I would like to vomit on all of you mid “thank you.” I am an INSANELY shy person. I try to cope with this by being as outgoing as I can on the outside, and reaching out to people with a confidence bordering on ADHD olympia. However, genuinely, sincerely, there is no way I can be any less confident with my feelings right now. I love myself more and more every day I feel more and more confident. Thank you. As a flea on this giant animal known as the sphere of the world, I am a cancer, and as such I am very nurturing and loving, but I also find the process of going outside inefficient, and terrifying. The home is where my heart is, as a law of cancer. So when I dress up as someone else, it’s almost like a way to say “this isn’t ME talking to this other individual right now! This is XYZ *insert variable theme song here that is applicable to this concept.*” However I do very much know who I am, despite the depicted the applicable amount of otherwise above ^. Thus begins the illusion of my confidence! Did you fall for it? XD I just wanted to say that this little lady here has a gift for you in honor of your godliness - every hater, every lover, every comment, fave, critique, love me, love me nots, what haves you, and so forths… I wanted to say “thank you” but it does not even begin to grasp the concept of how many thank yous I have for all the embellished love I have been given since my A typical socially awkward swim through the armada of turtles known as the circle of life. The more people who reach out to me, talk to me, praise me, hate me, and associate with me, the more I feel like coming out and playing with you all, just like some sort of looped record of my distant childhood. Or a bass on a stereo gradually malfunctioning until the decibel levels cannot be contained and then the cops get called. You decide. However seriously, the idea of vlogging gets me contorted into huffs, and the concept of putting myself out on the internet knotted my stomach. I used to get so anxiety ridden during photoshoots that I would be shaky mess after a mere twenty minutes of posing. The idea was just all empowering, but simultaneously a double edged sword of fear and fooo. I know i’m not perfect, but I hope the person that I have become, or the representation I have given is not anything but exactly what I am. I wouldn’t want to lie and say anything but. I hope some day I can take in stride all the things cosplay, and photoshoots, and vlogging, and at least now I can handle the internet! But regardless, I owe it to every one of you- so thank you. I hope my speech was not disastrously long! For everyone who wants to talk to me, share advice, or ask for help, I am totally here! With sincere gratitude- Supernovadobe Keep up the awesome cosplay d00d!!!

supernovadobe:

Supernovadobe-Cosplayer from 2003/2012

First and foremost, I wanted to thank any and everyone, and secondly, I would like to vomit on all of you mid “thank you.” I am an INSANELY shy person. I try to cope with this by being as outgoing as I can on the outside, and reaching out to people with a confidence bordering on ADHD olympia. However, genuinely, sincerely, there is no way I can be any less confident with my feelings right now. I love myself more and more every day I feel more and more confident. Thank you.

As a flea on this giant animal known as the sphere of the world, I am a cancer, and as such I am very nurturing and loving, but I also find the process of going outside inefficient, and terrifying. The home is where my heart is, as a law of cancer. So when I dress up as someone else, it’s almost like a way to say “this isn’t ME talking to this other individual right now! This is XYZ *insert variable theme song here that is applicable to this concept.*” However I do very much know who I am, despite the depicted the applicable amount of otherwise above ^. Thus begins the illusion of my confidence! Did you fall for it? XD

I just wanted to say that this little lady here has a gift for you in honor of your godliness - every hater, every lover, every comment, fave, critique, love me, love me nots, what haves you, and so forths… I wanted to say “thank you” but it does not even begin to grasp the concept of how many thank yous I have for all the embellished love I have been given since my A typical socially awkward swim through the armada of turtles known as the circle of life.

The more people who reach out to me, talk to me, praise me, hate me, and associate with me, the more I feel like coming out and playing with you all, just like some sort of looped record of my distant childhood. Or a bass on a stereo gradually malfunctioning until the decibel levels cannot be contained and then the cops get called. You decide.

However seriously, the idea of vlogging gets me contorted into huffs, and the concept of putting myself out on the internet knotted my stomach. I used to get so anxiety ridden during photoshoots that I would be shaky mess after a mere twenty minutes of posing. The idea was just all empowering, but simultaneously a double edged sword of fear and fooo.

I know i’m not perfect, but I hope the person that I have become, or the representation I have given is not anything but exactly what I am. I wouldn’t want to lie and say anything but. I hope some day I can take in stride all the things cosplay, and photoshoots, and vlogging, and at least now I can handle the internet!

But regardless, I owe it to every one of you- so thank you. I hope my speech was not disastrously long! For everyone who wants to talk to me, share advice, or ask for help, I am totally here!

With sincere gratitude-

Supernovadobe

Keep up the awesome cosplay d00d!!!

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